essays

Essays about cloth, cities, memory, class, taste, history, and attention.

June 2026

The boat at night

A pair of heavy loafers led me back to Sea Scouts, hardy cloth and the sound of water against a small sailing boat under a sky full of stars.

June 2026

Colour after the fire

Rotterdam rebuilt its centre with art in the streets. I knew Jan Gat and Gabo's steel construction long before I knew their names; the city taught me to look before I knew I was learning.

May 2026

Company without an appointment

An Italian piazza makes ordinary company easy. London has plenty of places to linger; I wanted to understand how people make one of them part of a social life.

May 2026

Speed-running taste

Over sixteen months, I taught myself to read cloth, colour, fit and proportion, then turned those judgments into a wardrobe that works.

May 2026

From Winnie-the-Pooh to CoBrA

The design began with books I loved, crossed into Scandinavian modernism, and eventually showed me how much of Rotterdam I had carried into it.

February 2026

Britain's usable war

I'm Dutch; my war begins with family absences and a city centre bombed flat. That makes Britain's heroic version difficult to share.

February 2026

England's class problem is bigger than its aristocracy

England depends on people coming here to work, while housing scarcity and accumulated ownership make an ordinary settled life increasingly difficult to afford.